Monday, November 14, 2005
From Jowlie's LiveJOurnal...
it hurts like hell to feel alone and not wanted by the person you love..
it hurts like hell to be stuck in your own fantasy not knowing whether to move forward or just stay put.
It hurts like hell to feel rejected by the one you love the most... help is what you're screaming for.
It hurts like hell to feel that HE has forgotten all the sweet memories you've shared together, but there you are... reminiscing.
It hurts like hell to be yourself, because you simply can't fake that you're not happy. HE knows you TOO WELL.
It hurts like hell to scream his name, cursing him for his mistakes... but you know deep inside you want to be with him.
It hurts like hell to show the world your smiles and tell them that you can live without him, but there you are suffering.
It hurts like hell to love, because in the first place your world is too complicated for him to hold tight, complicated - that's what you are.. we are.
It hurts like hell to cry yourself to sleep, because even in your dreams, he hunts you... and you just wanna dream forever.
I wish time would rewind ... but it's not meant to be. Things happen, though we have no answers why... but there it is, hurting your every move, every thought... because you are simply INLOVE with him.
It hurts like hell to deny it, so don't. =(
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dreamed.at .|. 2:12:00 PM