Saturday, July 02, 2005
after a thousand centuries..
im back!!
yesserree! its me and im ready to tell the world my secrets. (not that they dont know yet..)
Anyways, ive been in school for more than a month now and to tell you honestly, ITS A LIVING HELL! i dont know how other people survive college but im praying soooo hard that i do. seriously. the majors enrollment was nerve wrecking enough how much more the real thing.. i can do it right? if i just stop being a worry wart and start being carefree.
damn.
i dunno. bt i feel so stressed out recently. i feel like ive been through shit the entire month. im sure you know how that feels..ika nga ni eena: "i feel like cow dung!!" well, so far naman, ive been passing everything except for the first quizzes (i have first quizzes jinx). like last summer, i took up algebra101(for the enth time) and i failed the first quiz--the easiest one. SOMEONE SHOOT ME PLEASE.
fuck.
i wanna die.
ang dami kong gustong sabihin, ang dami kong gustong gawin pero di ko alam kung bakit di ako makapagsimula. like this one. it took me almost three months to write again. parang may pumipigil sakin na magsulat. di naman sa speechless ako..hello? ako pa? kelan ako nawalan ng chicka at kadramahan sa buhay? well if that really happens to me then i will make everyone libre. *to those who are reading this--IM SERIOUS. if i stop making drama or kwento,ill make you libre. kahit sino pa kayo dyan.
god.
oh yeah, nakalimutan kong ikwento. nasa tv nga pala ako. somthing that, for the first time, i did not see. ok na yun. at least neutral ang reaxion ko sa mga tao. kasi if i saw it, then id say na sana it didnt air nalang cuz im too fat na. now that i havent seen it (yet and hopefully never.) i wont regret doing it..anyways, i had fun. i felt like i was someone pretty and important.
puta.
ang drama.
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dreamed.at .|. 8:50:00 PM