Saturday, March 19, 2005
its FriDay AgaiN..how time flies soo fast.
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ive been thinking about a lot of things lately. name it, ive thought about it. Food--hell yeah, constantly bugging me. Studies--how could i not think about this? TELL ME! Friends -- oh yeah. constantly. Well, now it comes down to this. LOVE.
Three things i hate about LOVE:
1) you'll never know what hit you until you feel it deep down
2) it strikes when you least expect it
3) it makes me hurt myself
sad as it may seem, yes, it is true. (well, that goes for me.)i hurt myself. almost every time i love someone. who doesnt?
you give your life to someone you think is "GOD'S BEST" but just when you reach the point when you think you've already died and went to heaven, thats when it hits you. you realize there is a hole. a knot. or even to some its the dead end. and it doesnt necessarily happen to people who really deserve to be dumped. no no no. even the good guys end up being hurt.
like me.
im not pretty like my friends, i live a pretty normal life. what more can you ask for..but people nowadays tend to take normal people for granted thinking that they wont hurt as much. BOY. are they wrong.
man, we bleed to you know. in fact, we bleed more than they do cuz we only taste what you call love once every 1000000 years!
hell.
they dont even know what getting hurt means.
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dreamed.at .|. 8:14:00 PM