Thursday, October 28, 2004
one of my fave movies!!!
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dreamed.at .|. 1:41:00 PM
EMILY!
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dreamed.at .|. 1:28:00 PM
CHINGY ROCKS!!!
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dreamed.at .|. 1:16:00 PM
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Bkit ba ang hrap mging isang KAIBIGAN.
Madaming bagay na kelangan mong i-consider
para
lang mging isang ordinaryong tao...
sa hndi ordinaryong tao para sa iyo.
Kpag ksi ngmahal ang isang tao, gsto niya,
lging msaya ung taong mhal nia, khit hndi
sha ksama sa mga bgay na ikaliligaya ng taong
iyon. Msakit pra sknya, pro ang pwede lang
niyang gwin ay ngumiti at sbihing...
"WOW! Tlaga? Yikee, kaw ha! Hndi ka nagku-
kwento sken! Daya mo talaga!"
Hahaha..nkktawa tlaga. Yung mga pa-epek mo sa
kanya, akala mo totoo. Ang hrap kaya nun? Yung
ppilitin mong paniwalain ang srili mo na kaya
mo at ok ka lang sa mga nangyayare. Hndi yun
gnon kdali.
Una, iisipin mo na "Aw..buti pa siya, mhal
niya." Andun ang inggit. Inggit na sana, ikaw na
lng ung mhal niya. Na sna, ikaw ung iniisip
niya at sna, ikaw na lng yung knkwento nya
sa ibang tao. O dba, ang skit?
Pnglawa, andun yung iisipin mo na, "Bkt ba
hndi na lang ako, eh mhal nman kta?" -
Shempre, hindi mo naman maaaring pilitin ang
isang tao na mhalin ka. Iba iba ang mga tao.
Kung hndi ka nila mhal, wla taung pwedeng
gawin dun. Shempre, it's what we call the "Free-
will". And hndi tau pwede mkigulo kay Free-
will dhil yun ang gusto niya eh.
Pngatlo, msakit sa puso. ung thought pa lang
na ttwagan ka niya pra mgkwento 2ngkol sa
taong gusto nia, ndi ba ang skit skit na
nun? Ksi msaya sha, tpos maaalala ka lang
niya ksi mron syang mgandang kwento. Tpos
maya-maya, mrong call waiting sa kabilang line,
ssbihin niya sau, "Uhm, ok lang ba twagan na
lng kta mmaya? Ksi tmawag sha eh...pleasE?
Knkilig tuloy ako. Twagan kta ulet, kwentuhan
kta sa usap namin ha?? Yehey..babay!"
Mghihintay ka ng prang wlang katapusan.
Nkatulog ka na't lhat, ndi pa rin tmatawag.
Knabukasan ttanungin mo siya, "Bkt ndi mo
na ko tnawagan?"
At ano ssbihin niya sayo?
"Eh sorry, sa sobrang kilig ko ata, nklimutan
ko. Sorry po."
Bkt ba kpag mhal mo isang tao, khit na wla
nman syang gnagawang masama sa iyo, yung
fact
pa lang na nagkukwento na siya tungkol sa taong
gusto niya, kahit na HINDI NAMAN KAYO eh
nggalit ka na. Mnsan pabiro mo pang sasabihin
sknya, "Hay nako, ngseselos na ko nyan!" pro
totoo na pla.
O dba? Naisip mo ba na KAYO BA? Hndi nman.
Pro
sbrang selos na selos ka tlaga. Tpos pag ndi ka
tnawagan, mggalit ka. Eh wla nman syang
obligasyon sa iyo. Mron ba? ndi nman kau
dba.
Mron pa, pag ngtxt ka sknya, tpos nagreply
sya, shempre ang saya saya mo na nun. Tpos txt
ka ulet, tpos ndi na siya nagreply, iisipin mo
na ndi ka na niya bnbigyang hlaga. Iisipin
mo na rn na ksama nya ang "buhay niya".
Mgsselos ka nnman. Bkt ba?! ndi nman
kayo dba?
Ang gulo ng mundo tuwing umiibig ka. Bkit ba
ndi na lng gwing "mahal-ko-mahal-ako"? ndi
pwede. Asan ang thrill?!
Asan ang feeling ng "sense of fulfillment" na pg
nging kayo, ang srap dhil alam mong hinintay
mo ng mtagal yung pagkakataon na iyon.
Pro mghintay ka man, mnsan, ndi naman
drating.
Yan ang nkkpagod sa lhat. Aasa ka, pro wla
nman.
Sbi nila "Dnt stop dreaming. It might come
tru."
Pro pag ndi ngkatotoo, ssbhin mong msama
si Lord.
Bkt, sino ba may sabi sayo na mghintay ka?
Wla nman dba? Ikaw lag mag-isa ang gustong
mghintay! Ikaw lang ang tanga jan na mkhang
ewan na pilit hnhintay ang araw na mhalin ka
rin niya.
Eh kung hndi nga dmating? Ano napala mo?
Snarado mo ang options mo 4 other people.
ndi mo alam, hbang ngpapaka-!@#$ ka dyan at
ngmmhal ng ibang tao...
....mrong ngpapakatanga at nagpapaka-!@#$
sha
iyo, hnhintay rin na mhalin mo rin sha... dhil
bka balang araw dmting un..
prang ikaw.. umaasa khit hindi cgurado..
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dreamed.at .|. 2:33:00 PM
WHAT JULIE FELT.
I may look like a girl who always have a smile on
my face.. who may look like your typical teenage
drama queen with such great awes to the world.
The world where I belong is where we all belong,
some people share their laughters and tears here,
but I share to you my feelings.. my thoughts. I may
not know most of you reading this, but I want
someone listening to me specially when I'm down
and feeling lost...
I feel like he doesn't love me anymore.. and it's
hard because I'm still deeply inlove with him. I
wanted to dwell on the thought that I dont love him
anymore and I'm over.. But really I'm not. I'm
not..it's too obvious...but what can i do? I know
most of you will say that all i hafta do is move on
and just be happy..elow?! as if it's that easy. I want
his attention again, I want him back.. I feel like i
need him..You can call me selfish but this is what I
feel..I'm just being honest.
I asked him, "why are you not saying I love you to
me anymore?.." he answered, "coz baby it might
wear out i dont want it to wear out." Do you think
that's a good excuse or explanation.. coz honestly
i think it's not.. its not at all. We are tearing apart.
Long distance relationship is hard..specially
without the commitment. He decided to break the
commitment to me coz of the distance between us
and the years we have to be apart (2years)..but he
assured me his love.. But right now I don't feel it.
Some of my friends say its normal to not feel it coz
he's not around and its been almost 3 mos. But
some say intution says it all. I'm deeply troubled,
he aint even emailing me anymore... and right now
he's making me jealous on some girl he's hanging
with there.. he sent my a pic of her just to let me
know who he's hanging with there and who likes
him there.. what's with that?!
He said," trust me baby.."
But sweetie..don't you know that trust is earned..
you broke my trust before and you're still not
earning it fully.. I don't want to talk about the past
and dwell on what you did before. I forgave you.
Maybe we should seperate ways for us to know
ourselves better, I just don't know if I can do it..I
don't know if i can cut the communication with
you.. I'm so torn and broken..I don't want to blame
you about it..I love you so much. But right now..this
is the least thing i want to feel..because it's just
making me sad.. wanting to break down and cry.
My world shouldn't revolve around you.. this is bad.
I'm being way too dramatic and I hate it. this is not
me. I just hope I never did fell inlove with you
again.. but it happened...
I just want to be strong.. I don't want to hold on. If
I'm hurting why should I hold on to this and hurt
myself..but you know what..When we talk..it's as if
all my angst to you is gone.. You still managed to
make me smile and make my day. I love you and I
don't know whether to let go or what. I asked you if
you love me you said,"you know I do.." but it's all
chat..I can't see you making any effort anymore,
even an email you can't do nomore.
Ashanti's words from the song foolish:
"see when i get the strength to leave you always
tell me that you need me and i'm weak coz i
believe you and i'm mad becoz i love you.."
fits me right, foolish girl.
I know I'm a good pretender when it comes to
some of my friends. I can pretend that I'm happy
eventhough I'm not... But my eyes says it all. With
just one stare at my eyes..you'll know it's full of
tears ready to come out...ready to tell the world my
pain and sadness.. But well I'm still
smiling..wearing a mask and telling the world "hey
I'm okay."
Julie, its ok girl. loving someone really gets the best outta ya..just keep your head up and you'll be ayt..no point in wallowing in pain right. Unless you know deep down that u can make it work. It will. besides, you dont deserve a heartless playah.
hehehehehehe, masaya lang ako today.. :P
LOVE YAH MATT! MwaH!
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dreamed.at .|. 2:26:00 PM
HEY EVERYONE!
GUES WHAT?? ITS MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!
*I LOVE YOU!*
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dreamed.at .|. 4:31:00 AM
Monday, October 25, 2004
IVERSON ROCKS!
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dreamed.at .|. 1:19:00 PM
Sunday, October 24, 2004
i fell for someone i just met two hours ago and will be engaged soon..!! read on....
im_robert88: i have a question 4u
kitsybeh14: yeah?
im_robert88: what if i asked you to marry me what would you think of that
kitsybeh14: i'd be speechless and my face would be like this:
im_robert88: ok then will you marry me
im_robert88: and have me as your husband
kitsybeh14: oh my god.
im_robert88: im serious
kitsybeh14: you should see me right now.
im_robert88: i am
im_robert88: your face is all red
kitsybeh14: like this except that im shocked, not angry
im_robert88: and your heart is beating real fast
kitsybeh14: i just hope youre not fuckin around.
im_robert88: when i get there i want us to go and visit your parents so i can ask for your hand in marriage
kitsybeh14: oh my god
im_robert88: and no im not fucking around
kitsybeh14: im speechless/
kitsybeh14: really
im_robert88: will you do me the honor and be my wife
kitsybeh14: oh my god.
kitsybeh14: you REALLY serious?
im_robert88: yes i am
im_robert88: WILL YOU MARRY ME
kitsybeh14: and they say nuthin happens in two hours.
im_robert88: RIGHT
kitsybeh14: umm..
kitsybeh14: im thinkin..
kitsybeh14: i have GAZILLIONS of questions in my head right nw..
kitsybeh14: can u give me a sec?
im_robert88: 1
im_robert88: 2
im_robert88: 3
im_robert88: 4
im_robert88: 5
im_robert88: 6
im_robert88: 7
im_robert88: 8
im_robert88: 9
im_robert88: 10
im_robert88: 11
im_robert88: 12
im_robert88: 13
kitsybeh14: STOP IT!!!!!!!!!!
im_robert88: honey look just think about it and when we go on-line again just let me know
kitsybeh14: ok...
im_robert88: sleep on it
kitsybeh14: are you really really sure about this?
kitsybeh14: ill sleep on you.
im_robert88: ok you on top or me on top
kitsybeh14: you on top..
kitsybeh14: do you know that im CRYING right now?
im_robert88: i'll start at the bottom and work my way up
kitsybeh14: lol
im_robert88: why ru crying honey did i say something wrong
im_robert88: if i did im sorry
kitsybeh14: no you didnt say anything wrong baby..
im_robert88: # thanx
kitsybeh14: i was just surprised and happy..
kitsybeh14: thats not a pretty good combination to look at..
im_robert88: think youcan hold out for 6 months
kitsybeh14: OF COURSE I CAN!
kitsybeh14: can you?
im_robert88: you know i will
kitsybeh14: i really really hope so
i wonder, is it really possible that someone could get madly in love with someone that he/she just met and Then propose. I KNOW IT IS! cuz robert did..he made me smile.. THANKS ROB..no one made my heart smile like u did..just wanna let you know. Six months is too damn long. cant wait to actually be with you. *HuGg*
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dreamed.at .|. 7:36:00 PM
Saturday, October 23, 2004
BianCa and Me!
me and biankita..another great Fashionista! btw, were in starbucks g4 here with julie, sam and rj..
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dreamed.at .|. 11:30:00 PM
Friday, October 22, 2004
wala lang!
Happy birthday ryu and robbie!!
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dreamed.at .|. 11:20:00 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2004
Is chocolate better than sex?
Why Chocolate Is Better Than Sex?
1. You can get chocolate.
2. Chocolate satisfies even when it gone soft.
3. You can safely have chocolate when you are driving.
4. You can make chocolate last as long as you want.
5. You can have chocolate in front of your mother.
6. The word "commitment" doesn't scare chocolate off.
7. You can ask a stranger for a chocolate without getting your face slapped.
8. With chocolate, there is no need to fake it.
9. Chocolate doesn't produce little chocolates nine months later.
10. You can have chocolate at any time of the month.
11. Good chocolate is easy to find.
12. One chocolate doesn't get jealous if it sees you having another chocolate.
13. With chocolate, size doesn't matter, it's always good.
Slow Sex
The snail mates only once in its entire life. When it does mate, however, it may take as long as 12 hours to finish the act.
Sex: Cure For Cramps
At Southern Illinois university, a study found that sex provides relief for migraine and cramps. How? The orgasms take the one's mind off the pain.
Sex & Weight Loss
Sex is also a form of physical exercise. Moderate sex burns about 80 calories an hour (that's 20 calories in 15 minutes) and vigorous sex about 90 each hour. While this is good to know, if you are looking to lose weight, another form of aerobic exercise (like running, walking, bicycling, etc.) will burn many calories in the same hour. Of course, there's the fun factor to consider, too.
114 Million Sex Acts, Just For Today (World Health Organization)
Guess what? More than 114 million acts of sex are performed each day around the world. That number is kind of hard to get around your arms, so to speak!
Why Diet Is Better Than Sex
1. You don't have to take off your clothes.
2. A girl can go from diet to diet without feeling guilty.
3. Celery is always hard.
4. You can do it anytime, anywhere.
5. On a diet, you carefully consider everything you put into your mouth.
6. It's good if a diet is over quickly.
7. Dieting doesn't make you pregnant.
8. You can doze off in the middle if you want to.
9. It's okay if your dog watches.
10. You can do it with your bestfriend's husband.
I know nothing about sex, because I was always married. - Zsa Zsa Gabor
Whoever named it necking was a poor judge of anatomy. - Groucho Marx
Love is the answer, but while you're waiting for the answer, sex raises some pretty good questions. - Woody Allen
The tragedy is when you've got sex in the head, instead of down where it belongs. - D.H. Lawrence
There may be something beter than sex, and there maybe some things worse. But there's nothing exactly like it. W.C. Fields
I don't see much of Alfred anymore, since he got so interested in sex. - Mrs. Alfred Kinsey
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dreamed.at .|. 7:28:00 PM
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
sinong makikay????
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dreamed.at .|. 1:43:00 PM
BWAHAHA!
BONG: May nabili akong hearing aid, bargain,nakakarinig na ako!
BING: Saan mo nabili?
BONG: Kahapon lang...
MAN : May nakapagsabi na ba sa iyon na maganda ka?
WOMAN : (kilig to the bones) Wala pa nga, eh...
MAN : Palagay ko, tama sila!
MAN : Dear God, what is a million years to You?
GOD : Like a second.
MAN : What about a million dollars?
GOD : Like a cent.
MAN : So, can i have a cent?
GOD : Okey, wait a second...
SON: 'tay, I saved 3 pesos!
FATHER : Paano?
SON : Di ako sakay jeep, sabay na lang ako takbo nya.
FATHER : Bobo! Sana taksi ang sinabayan mo para mas malaki na-save mo!
STEWARD : Sir, are you done?
PASSENGER : No, I'm Joe.
STEWARD : I mean are you finished?
PASSENGER : No, I'm a Filipino.
STEWARD : I mean are you through?
PASSENGER : What do you think of me? False?
ANAK : 'tay, di ba sabi nyo na-expel kayo nuon sa college?
DAD : Oo. Bakit?
ANAK : Totoo pala ang kasabihang "history repeats itself".
JUAN : Aba, ang dami mong biniling newspaper, ah!
JOSE : Oo. Kasi nabalitaan ko, tataas daw ang presyo ng newspaper bukas!
DOKTOR : Sige, inumin mo itong gamot, tatlong kutsara bago matulog.
PATIENT : Eh, dok, dalawa lang po ang kutsara ko sa bahay!
MAID : Ma'am, gising na po kayo...
MA'AM : 'sarap ng tulog ko, eh! Bakit ba?
MAID : Oras na po ng pag-inom ninyo ng sleeping pills!
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dreamed.at .|. 12:18:00 AM
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
To All my FriendS!
When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]
People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go.
And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over.
Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!!
If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to ..LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ...LET IT GO!!!
If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth...LET IT GO!!!
If someone has angered you .. LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge .. LET IT GO!!!
If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction ... LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents ... LET IT GO!!!
If you have a bad attitude...LET IT GO!!!
If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better... LET IT GO!!!
If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new lev! el in Him... LET IT GO!!!
If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship....LET IT GO!!!
If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves...LET IT GO!!!
If you're feeling depressed and stressed .... LET IT GO!!!
If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then you need to... LET IT GO!!!
Let the past be the past. Forget the former things. GOD is doing a new thing for 2004!!! LET IT GO!!! Get Right or Get Left .. think about it, and then LET IT GO!!! "The Battle is the Lord's!"
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dreamed.at .|. 6:16:00 PM
Monday, October 18, 2004
LoVe husts..do you agree??
When there is love, there is always sacrifice.
When we love someone, we never easily give up
on that person. Even if we get hurt badly, we
always try to find a way to ease the
pain and learn to understand and forgive.
Loving too much doesn't hurt...it is when we expect
this love to be reciprocated that we begin to seek
approval and acceptance of the things we have
done and when we are taken for granted and
rejected, we curse the very same love that we
once freely and happily offered
DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME WAITING FOR
SOMEONE WHO NEVER REALLY CARED
ABOUT HOW YOU WOULD HAVE FELT. OPEN
YOUR HEART AGAIN AND GIVE YOURSELF
THE CHANCE TO FIND THE ONE WHO WOULD
MAKE LOVING WORTH THE PAIN AND THE
SACRIFICE.
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dreamed.at .|. 8:14:00 PM
Matteo! :P
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dreamed.at .|. 1:13:00 PM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
WAITING IN VAIN..
From the very first time I rest my eyes on you, boy,
My heart said follow through
But I know now that I'm way down on your line
But the waiting feeling's fine.
So don't treat me like a puppet on a string
'Cause I know how to do my thing.
Don't talk to me as if you think I'm dumb,
I wanna know when you're gonna come.
I don't wanna wait in vain for your love,
I don't wanna wait in vain for your love,
'Cause summer is here, I'm still waiting there,
Winter is here and I'm still waiting there.
Like I said, it's been two years since I'm knocking on your door
And I still can knock some more.
is it crazy love ? I wanna know now
For I to knock some more. You see...
In life I know there is lots of grief
But your love is my relief.
Tears in my eyes burn, tears in my eyes burn
While I'm waiting, while I'm waiting for my turn.
Like I said, it's been three years since I'm knocking on your door
And I still can knock some more.
Ooh boy, ooh boy, is it crazy love ? I wanna know now
tears in my eyes burn, tears in my eyes burn
While I'm waiting, while I'm waiting for my turn, see
Ooh boy, ooh boy, is it crazy love ? I wanna know now
For I to knock some more.
In life I know there is lots of grief
But your love is my relief.See, I don't wanna wait in vain for your love
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dreamed.at .|. 10:19:00 PM
for my fellow heartbRoken:
when we fail in our relationships, we ask ourselves what went wrong. there are times when nothing is wrong. sometimes love just naturally fades away and this happens to people who are not really meant for each other. i know it is difficult to comprehend why relationships suddenly take unexpected turns. but such things happen. people we treasure go away for a reason. sometimes we have to stop asking and just accept it. we should stop being bitter just be thankful for once we have loved and shared our life with the person and made beautiful memories together. the acceptance will give us the courage to move on and make us realize that when God takes away something from us, he doesn't do it to hurt us. He takes it away because He want us to have something better...
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yeah, it takes time to finally accept things and kailangan mo nang mag-let go lalo na if you've shared enough memories with the person. pero isipin mo na lang na the more you hold on to that feeling, the harder for you to realize that what you're trying to keep just wants his own freedom. syempre yung masakit na part yung iisipin mo na sayang lahat... yung memories, yung bonding, saka yung dream mo na siya na yung makakasama mo someday. pero di ba all are parts of a good relationship? ganon talaga kaya masakit. paulit-ulit lang yan until you found that person you're to share your life with. you really have to let him go... it takes time pero it's the best thing you can do para na rin sa sarili mo.
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dreamed.at .|. 8:33:00 PM
Insensitive (by Jan Arden)
How do cool your lips
After summer's kiss
How do you rid the sweat
After the body bliss
How do you turn your eyes
From the romantic glare
How do you block the sound
Of a voice you'd know anywhere
Oh, I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your causal good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
Told me, maybe you might have some
Advice to give on how to be insensitive
Insensitive
How do you numb your skin
After the warmest touch
How do you slow your blood
After the body rush
How do you free your soul
After you've found a friend
How do you teach your heart
It's time to fall in love again
Oh, you probably won't remember me
It's probably ancient history
I'm one of the chosen few
Who ran ahead and fell for you
I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have
some advice to give on how to be insensitive
Oh, I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your causal good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
Told me, maybe you might have some
Advice to give on how to be insensitive
Insensitive
Insensitive
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dreamed.at .|. 8:08:00 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
ItS FriDay Im In Love!
I was on my way home when he texted me. Actually, i was in ersao eating lunch but i couldnt text since that place IS NOT smart-friendly..
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FRIDAY..
i went to Bianca's dorm around 7am.
helped her wear her WIG (!!!)...
we had a philhis test which was of course easy yet confusing..
we had an artapre test about the flamemco (!!!) thingy and abiut dance..
we had an englone test which i thought i was going to fail..(i didnt study)
we had INTPHIL..
god, can my day be any worse.
it can actually.
i found out that my "BeLoved" ex is now happily involved with a girl who studies in the same school as he. If u wanna hava clue on who he is, im not going to tell you..as for the school, well...its the school near..
hehehehe.
i hate my ex so much. makes me wanna kill and strangle him whenever i can..
oh yeah, someone just told me he "LoveD" me.
yeah right. he hasnt even seen me yet. i really appreciate him being very forward about what he feels about me, but then, i dont think im ready for any kind of relationship..why? well, firstly, i dont want the next guy to look like a panakip butas right? and secondly, im not ready yet..
hope u understand matt.
and one more thing..i dreamt about the movie we watched yesterday..THREE..
i am NEVER ever gonna watch a scary movie again.. :O
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dreamed.at .|. 6:34:00 AM
Friday, October 15, 2004
..The Day BiaNca Brought Home A Wig..
Yesterday we went to glorietta to hang out and chill after class. Sam, Julie, Rj, Dwight and i took a taxi from La Salle going to g4. Man, it was Hott!! When we got to g4, we went to tickles first to buy a gift for Dwight's "friend" chell. Its so hard to look for a gift for someone you havent even met yet..It was a very daunting task.! After that we went straight to Food Choices cuz we were extremely hungry kasi we havent had lunch yet..
after that, we watched THREE!!
we were with jas and nori.. :P katakot..
AND now.
THe Wig.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
bianx looked really pretty in that.. LOL!
no seriously..:P
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dreamed.at .|. 4:55:00 AM
Thursday, October 14, 2004
ThRee TambaYs...
me julie and sam outside egi-taft towers..:P
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dreamed.at .|. 11:25:00 AM
Para sa isang lalake sa Buhay ko..
Nahulog ako ng di ko namamalayan…
Umasa…
Nagmahal…
Nasaktan…
Naloko…
Kung alam mo lang kung gaano kasakit…
Ang Iwan at paglaruan…
Saan ako nagkulang?
Saan ako nagkamali?
Habang iniisip ko ang mga araw na kasama kita…
Di ko akalain na magkaka ganito…
Ngayon, magtatatlong taon na ng iwan mo ko…
Sa ngayon dapat naka alpas na ko sa sakit na binigay mo
Pero hindi
Hindi
Parin…
Hindi parin pala…
Naalala ko pa dati…
Ang sabi mo…
“di kita iiwan”
di mo nga ako iniwan…
nandito kaparin kasi sa puso ko…
sana iniwan mo nalang ako…
sana umalis ka nalang…
sana di nalang kita nakilala…
masakit, oo..
pero alam ko kailangan kitang kalimutan
kailangan kung iwan ang multo ng nakaraan….
Habang sinusulat ko to…
Unti unting nauubos ang mga alaala mo…
Unti unting nauubos…
Inisip ko…
Sana, pagibig ko din ganon…
Nawawala na ng dahan dahan…
Di kita sinisisi kung bakit mo ko iniwan…
Sinisisi kita kasi ayaw akong iwan ng nakaraan…
Alam ko sa sarili ko…
Di kita makakalimutan…
Darating ang araw na may darating na iba…
Iibig ako muli…
Pero alam ko na isang araw
Ay babalik muli ang mga alaala ng nakaraan.
Siguro nga mahirap talaga ang sitwasyon kong ganito…
Sitwasyong tanga…
Manhid
At walang pakialam
Gusto kong mawala ang lahat ng nararamdaman ko…
Gusto kong mawala ang pag ibig ko sayo…
Pero Sino ba ako para tanggalin ito?
Sino nga ba ako para pangunahan ang puso’t isipan ko?
Sino nga ba ako para pigilin ang nararamdan ko?
Sino nga ba ako sa mundong ito?
Hindi ko alam…
Kung sa mundo…
Hindi ko alam…
Masyado itong malaki…
Pero sayo?
Ako?
Sino nga ba ako sa buhay mo?
Ako?
Wala lang ako sa isang katulad mo…
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dreamed.at .|. 8:32:00 AM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
isang tula para sa iyo.
masaya na ako na nakikita ka araw-araw..
kahit na di kita makausap,
kahit di man nagpapansinan,
ok lang!
kasi masaya na ako an nandyan ka sa harap ko,
nakatitig lang ako sayong mukha,
at nakaabang sa lhat ng gagawin mo..
alam ko na mukhang tanga!
alam ko na wala na talagang pag-asa!
pero hindi ko pa din maintindihan,
kung bakit mahal parin kita,
kahit alam ko na may mahal ka ng iba,
at wala na ako sa buhay mo..
masaya na ako na naramdaman ko ang pagmamahal mo..
alam ko naman na kahit paano ay minahal mo rin ako.
pero talagang kulang lang siguro,
kaya naghanap ka ng iba..
masakit, sobrang sakit,
na isipin na dati-rati ako ang kasama mo,
kakwentuhan mo,text ko ang hinihintay mo,
kamay ko ang hinahawakan mo, sinasabi mong mahal mo ako..
at ngayon, sya na ang nagpapakumpleto ng buhay mo..
oo masakit, pero kailangang tanggapin..
masaya na ako na naging bahagi ako ng buhay mo.
masaya na ako na hanggang tingin na lang ako sayo.
masaya na ako, na kahit sakit at lungkot ang iniwan mo,
may tunay na kaligayahan na nadama ang puso ko sa piling mo..
salamat...
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dreamed.at .|. 8:30:00 PM
Pretty Gurls..!!!
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dreamed.at .|. 8:10:00 AM
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
-=LoVing an older guy=-
i woke up around 330 today thinking that this day will be the same, i opened my mail and saw that it was mostly about what ms. f talked about in our artapre class. "What would happen if there was no art?" i tried to dissmiss the idea because if i really delve into it that much, i would really end up confusing my already confused brain..
i had a chance to chat with this guy and talking to him made me feel at ease. although he was waay older than me, i can sense that he was a gentleman and that he was sincere with what he was saying. i was thinking about what my friend told me about love. Age doesnt stop us from loving someone. No one ever made it a rule that for you to be able to love and be loved, both of you have to be in the same age group and if not, youre not compatible..its not fair, really. if i have a suitor who is 30 years old, people will think that im a slut and im just looking for money. what the fuck? i like the guy and i really mean it. I connect with him and he connects with me. Doesnt that qualify as a good relationship? We talked again a while ago and taling to him made me feel important.
Jai, you made my day. Love yah sweetie.
HapPy BirthDay TimmY!
http://us.f2.yahoofs.com/users/4009e338_184bb/bc/Yahoo!+Photo+Album/8565.jpg?pfnexaBBJlwGElFK
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dreamed.at .|. 10:09:00 PM
IM SORRY, i think i just lost my brain cuz of ballroom dancing!
ummm...who are you talking to kits?? (this was in prof ronda's "PARTY"
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dreamed.at .|. 8:20:00 PM
one of my anthems..
Swaying room as the music starts
Strangers making the most of the dark
Two by two their bodies become one
I see you through the smokey air
Can't you feel the weight of my stare
You're so close but still a world away
What I'm dying to say, is that
[Chorus:]
I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you
Trying hard to control my heart
I walk over to where you are
Eye to eye we need no words at all
Slowly now we begin to move
Every breath I'm deeper into you
Soon we two are standing still in time
If you read my mind, you'll see
[chorus]
It's all brand new, I'm crazy for you
And you know it's true
I'm crazy, crazy for you
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dreamed.at .|. 8:20:00 PM
Kitoy's Blog!
WOW! i have new one na..
my friend bianca told me about this.she told me we should move to another blogspot..as obedient as i am..i did..as of now, im pretty much enjoyin it..ill see if i do enjoy it in the long run.. :P
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dreamed.at .|. 9:22:00 AM
ThiS is ME!!!
aint i pretty or what?? LOL!
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dreamed.at .|. 8:57:00 AM